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Ah... now that I've finally figured out how to look at my stats I see that there *are* actual people out there reading this thing - amazing!

'Course y'all don't call or sign the guestbook - so I'd never know...

Anyhow, thank you for sharing my psychosis with me.

So...hmmmn. To splurge on Florida or save more for Colorado. That is the question. Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer the slings and arrows of drudgery or by flying - end them.

Enough bad Shakespeare take offs. I'm seriously trying to decide wether or not I should take a weekend in Orlando at the hotel. See - Charles invited me to stay with him, but had to rescind said offer now that his Dad is staying with him... So now I'd be at the hotel. And since that's in Orl - 2 hours from Jax, I told him he could stay there too... But then there's Marci - ALSO in Orlando...

So there are two basic fears here:

1. That I actually fall for Charles over this mini-vaca which would of course prompt him to lose any and all former interest in me.

2. That Me & Charles simply interacting the way we do will end up hurting Marci - whom I *really* don't want to hurt.

ahhhhhhhhhhh! Too much pressure!